Motherhood

Recently at our church I over heard a new mother speak some words which made my mind spin. I was not a part of this conversation but simply one of the women standing by a group talking. This comment was made by a new mother. Well, not really a brand new mother, she had just had her second baby in the last four weeks. Her words were spoken, after the baptism, of her second child. After the service many people were gathered around to see this new little babe and to congratulate the parents. Her older son is about 3 years old and was acting out a little. It can only be expected because he is not getting the attention plus he just had to sit for an whole hour. The mother than said, "You know, he is really bad. I had know idea what he was like but now that I have been home for a few weeks with him, I have realized how bad he is. "
This mother does not even know her child. She works and probably carts him off to day care every day and then picks him up a few hours before his bed time. How utterly sad I found her statement to be. To not even know your own child that had been given to you by God. Our Heavenly Father has given us these children to raise for Him, and some of us do not know our children. We only have 18 years to make an impression on these little people. We only have a few short years where we can hold and kiss them. We can not cuddle an 8 yr. old like we can a wee baby. When our children our 30, we can go back and relive those precious years of their childhood. We only get the chance to see it once. We only get a chance to kiss a scraped knee so many times before they are big enough to handle the pain. We only have one shot at being a parent. We only have one lifetime to know our children.
I am brave enough to to stay home with my children. I am brave enough to have them not like me when they must be punished. I am brave enough to love them until my heart breaks. God also loves us so much that his heart was broken once. He sacrificed His own Son to pay for all of our sins. His Son Jesus paid for all of the times that we do not love our children, for the times when we do not want to know them, for all of the times that we do not want to do our jobs. All of these sins were paid for with Jesus blood on the cross. Not only the sins I mentioned but every sin ever committed upon this earth that God made. Deo Gratias Thanks Be To God.

LCMS homeschooling Moms

Yesterday we had such a wonderful gathering of friends. A group of Martin Loopers were able to get together for some much needed mommy time. Martin Loopers is a group of Homeschooling LCMS families joined together through an email loop. We talked and had a snack of what else but chocolate. There were also many children present and playing in the hudge yard. Thank you Diane for doing such a good job being our hostess.

The hen (me), Jacki (not on loopers but a LCMS homeschooler), Andrea , ~Diane , and Julee >):o)
Here are all of the children that were present. They ran, laughed, talked, played with kittens, did skits, and everything else that children are supposed to do. It was great to watch them make new friends.

Good or Bad

Oh! These tomatoes look oh so yummy. I have been waiting for our tomatoes to turn ripe because they are my absolutely most favorite thing to eat fresh out of the garden. They are just beautiful from the top. But they are hiding deep dark secret. Once you flip these scrumptious little guys over then turn on you.

Yuck! They still taste wonderful after you cut the awful bottoms off. I guess none of these guys will be going to our county fair.

I feel betrayed by my little tomatoes.

Sewing is done

Chick #1 has finished her sewing level 1 projects for 4-H. She will be modeling them on Thursday so she should have plenty of time to practice walking around with them on and smiling. She dyed the top after she sewed it so it would be about the same shade as the skirt. Plus it was fun for her to use the dye. The skirt was dyed first and she added this heart design to the fabric. After it was dyed she sewed the simple skirt. Chick #1 was surprised that she finished it in one afternoon. I think that she learned a lot and had fun with these two projects.

This is a close up of the hearts that she put on the shirt with a freezer paper dying technique.

A high school friend

Here is a friend that I knew in High School. We had a special bond back then because we were both LCMS and we were both from Nebraska. Her parents are now going to be moving back to NE so I had the chance to get together with an old buddy from the past. Our lives are so much different now that we are real grown ups. It was wonderful to see her and visit with her again.

4-H projects

Here Chick #1 is finishing up one of her sewing projects for 4-H. She still has two more that she wants to finish before next Thursday so we will see how much gets done tomorrow. I wanted to get a few good pictures of her sewing while she is 9 because before I know it she will be taller then me. As you can see my sewing area is small and just takes up a little bit of room in my bedroom.
I also have a very simple sewing machine 2 stitches. One 4-H girl in our group laughed at it. You know, that is just fine because I have made some really cute things with this little machine. Even this cute little flower girl dress two years ago. This was when little chick #3 was only three years old and was the flower girl for one of my close friends wedding.

Here are Chick #1 hands while she is sewing on her strap to her tote bag. Already her hands are about as big as mine.

Jumping

My children are not jumpers. They are not leaper. They do not like to fall off of things either. When it comes to diving boards, lets just say there is some hesitation. We are in the mist of swimming lessons. Daily we are driving to local pool. Note (it is a 20 min. drive) At the end of their lessons there is a free time where the children may jump off of the diving board if they want or play in the shallow water. For some reason my children always want to jump off of the board. But they can't always do it. Chick #1 was the best at this phenomenon. She would have grand ideas at home about jumping off the board. Then when push came to shove, she would stand at the edge of the board. Gaze into the water below and never jump. It was as thou a supper sticky glue was holding her feet to the board and she would not walk off or jump. Finally she would give up and leave. Chick #3 seems to be coming down with this same type of habit. Chick #2 just never wanted to try. "Nope", he would say. "Why wait in line and jump in the deep water when I can play all I want in the shallow water." This past week there has been an adventurous growth with in chicks #1 and #2. During lessons Chick #2 jump off the board and figured out that it was fun. Chick #1 was sad and stressed by the board. She would not even walk up to it. On Sunday, the whole family went to the pool to cool off from the heat. The little Chicks think that it is so much fun to swim with the Rooster. I suggest to him the we should jump off of the board because I did not think that Chick #1 had ever seen us do that. We have always been to busy trying to keep out wee little chick floating. So the Rooster jumped off a few times. Then I jumped off of the board a few times. Then Chick #1 seemed to become a little braver. The Rooster was able to get her to get on the board but she would not jump. He got her to jump into the pool next to the board and just a few moment later she was jumping off of the board. She had been smiles ever since. The photos are ones that I took today during lessons and while I swimming with little chicks after our picnic.




Chick # 1 making a leap into the pool from the board.

Chick #2 is getting reading to jump in. I could not get my timing down to get a good photo of him. Either he runs in our he swaggers up to the end then leaps in a way only a boy could. Cannon ball style
Chick #4 just because he looks so darn cute with these little goggles on. He hardly puts his head under but he loves to wear the goggles.

This photo was taken on Saturday, the Rooster birthday. He had to work over time so we meet him in town and went out to lunch. After we enjoyed some wonderful pizza we headed over to the zoo. Don't you think that it is fitting that the little chicks are "hatching" out of an egg.

Lutheran Carnival LIV

Please visit the Lutheran Carnival LIV and see what fellow Lutheran's are blogging about. I seem to have been noticed this time. Thanks to Pastor Synder for hosting this time.

A July 7th photo

Every year, but one, we have taken a family picture of us on our front porch on the fourth of July. This year we were just a few days late. Our fourth of July day was very busy. We were a little sleepy because of the party that we have gone to the night before. Chick #2 was in the local 4th of July parade for his baseball team. I did not get pictures of that because my batteries died in camera. You have got to hate that when that happens. Then the afternoon was filled with cooking, lighting fireworks and swimming. This photo was taken on the 7th before we went to yet another party at one of our friends houses.

NOW

Then 2002

Sunset

On the 3rd of July we went to one our friends house for a July 4th party. There is always a lot of food, fun and fireworks at this party. Usually we spend most of the time in there front yard which faces the east. That is where their driveway is and most of the kid fireworks are lit there. This year the kids packed their swimming suits because I knew that there might be swimming. I was able to see this amazing sunset because the pool was in the backyard. While the girls were splashing away I was snapping away at God's own fireworks.

Pretty Feet

I have pretty feet today! The Rooster had bought me a gift certificate to have a pedicure and manicure done for Valentine's Day, but who wears sandals in February. So I had saved it for July. We have a parade to go to and a 4th of July party so I want my feet to be beautiful. I had never had a pedicure done before and it was something else. I got to sit in a massaging chair and soak my feet in a built-in jets tub. I did giggle when she scrubbed the bottom of my feet but I tried to control myself. The little painting on my big toes were $5 extra but I could not resist. Hopefully it will last for a while.

VBS done!

I am done planning and living through an other VBS week. This was the first year that I ever served as VBS director. It takes so much planning and typing and calling people to prepare for the week. I was a little over whelmed but it always turns out fine. We had enough teachers and helpers. The kids all had fun and I think that we were able to teach them a few things. Chick #3 is sitting just behind the juice pitcher. She was hoping VBS would never end.

As you can see I had decorated the snack area to look like a market place. We used a VBS program that Pam Neilson had written a few years back. Her programs are very no frill and full of good theology and liturgy. The one that we did this year was call "Here I Stand". It was all about the creed, Martin Luther, and the time of the reformation.

June flies

Our month of June just flew by so fast. I can not believe it. It is like I blinked and it was gone.
One of reasons for this happening was because of softball and baseball. We were running to games about three to four times a week. We had to many suckers and a lot of sunflower seed but it was fun.

Chick #1 got the chance to be pitcher. She was hoping all season that the coach would give her a chance and he finally did in the last season game. Then she got a chance to try again during their tournament and she ended up striking someone out.

Here is chick # 1 and 2 in their ball uniforms.

Chick #2 caught a toad I found in our garden. The kids had a lot fun playing with it and watching it hop.

Here is chick #4 at our last ball game. His big brother is on third base and is getting ready to try to run to home.
It was also the rooster and my anniversary. He always buys me roses on our anniversary, so far we have 12 years down hopefully many more to go.

Taged

Barb the Evil Genius tagged me to tell 8 things about myself that people do not know. I think her plan was to get my blogging again. LOL! I have been absent do to having NANA and PAPA porcupine visiting for a week and now VBS is going on. If you want to see pictures of the chicks and me drop by NaNa Porcupin blog.

1. My name is written on the Eiffel Tower in Paris. Yes, it was me that did it while I was in high school.
2. I attended high school in Kaiserslautern Germany.
3. I am afraid of the dark.
4. I have been in 4 beauty pageants.
5. I won first runner-up twice
6. I am awful at grocery shopping and will panic at the drop of a hat.
7. I can sing in front of an audience without panicking.
8. I hate to look at pictures of ships that haven sunk to the bottom of the ocean. Creepy!

There you go. Nothing to exciting but a little interesting. Now I will tag NaNa Porcupin, and Melissa.

Ball games

Here is chick #2 batting the ball at his baseball game. I also tried to post a picture of him as catcher but the computer is not wanting to work well. His team is undefeated so all of the little guys are excited about that. Chick #2 won a game ball the other night for "knocking the snot out of the ball" as his coach put it. He is now hoping to start a game ball collection.
Here is chick #1 batting for her softball team. Their team has not won a game and have a hard time hitting the ball. Chick #1 is about 50/50 when it comes to making contact with the ball. The girls are always more worried about sunflower seeds then softball.
This is the view from the ball field in town. I think that it is just great. You look out into these open fields and you do not see and houses or buildings. The field over in the other town has an even better view. Maybe I will be able to get a picture over there on Wednesday night.

Garden views

Here is a view of my humble garden. It is not a whole lot to look at but hopefully we will be able to get a few goodies out of it. I have planted lettuce, peas, tomatoes, peppers, onions and cucumbers. It does not get a lot of afternoon sun so the north side of the garden did not get planted. Nothing ever grows there so I am not going to waste my time putting in little seeds.
Here are the peas and lettuce. I have planted them in four foot squares so that I will be able to weed them a little better. Everything is a little wind blown do to the gusting winds we have had the past few days. Plus the "ugly duckling" has done some damage.
Look at how his paw has stomped this helpless little cucumber. I tell him to get out of the garden but it is hopeless. I am using an organic weed preventer that PREEN puts out. I will keep you updated at how well it works. It is 100% corn meal gluten so the "ugly duckling" had to try it. I thought that it would be best to have safe stuff down in the garden because of him and the children.

Sunday afternoons

You have got to love Sunday afternoons. I have had a very lovely day. Today is the first day that I am trying not to take any Tylenol between the Ibuprofen doses and it is going OK. I am staying busy so that helps. Last night I had remembered that I had wheat soaking so I made up the loaves of bread and mixed up and baked banana bread. The banana bread was made out of freshly ground whole wheat that had been soaked for 24 hours in yogurt. It turned out really nice and it was not as sweet as traditional recipes. It was very hardy and filled us up quickly. The regular bread that I baked was turned into little pizzas for lunch. I sauteed garlic in olive and coconut oil and then I tossed in some canned tomatoes. I placed this on the sliced bread and then put on a little shredded cheese, cottage cheese, Parmesan and then garlic salt. Then were very tasty. After lunch I spoiled myself with a coke and I read the Sunday paper on the front porch swing. Later on, Chick #4 woke up from his nap and I took him into the back yard. I hoed and weeded half of the garden and put down an organic weed preventer. Hopefully tomorrow I will be able to finish and then I will post a picture of how well our vegetable garden is doing. After I get this posted it will be time to find a little supper for my chicks and we will enjoy a movie.

Wisdom teeth update

Ouch! I had no idea that it would take so long for the pain to go away. I have taken more ibuprofen and Tylenol then I would even care to count. The good thing about this is that I have lost four more pounds. Hopefully things will greatly improve in the next three days. Until then I will just feel like a junky waiting until my next fix of pain pills. Yuck!

Water drops

My mouth is giving me grief today. The pain medication is not helping as well as it should so the oral surgeon told me to use extra strength Tylenol and ibuprofen. So, while I am waiting for the ibuprofen to kick in I need some silence. Of course I choose to blog. Yesterday we had a very light rain shower and the drops of rain held onto the plants for hours. I took these shots just after I put the kids to bed. I think that "the rooster" thinks I am a little nuts. But didn't the pictures turn out nice. Right now we are getting a real down pour. I guess that I will be dealing with the mud a while longer. Every pair of my children's shoes are covered in mud.

Holy Matrimony

I heard some sad new last night about a couple that I have known for most of my life. These two people have decided to no longer be married and I find that very sad. What makes a couple decide such a thing. I understand that sometimes there are instances of abuse or unfaithfulness in marriages that cause a couple to be torn apart. But what if those extreme circumstances are not there? While I was thinking about writing this blog I thought I would be able to gain some insight by reading over the bible verses that were read during our wedding. I can tell that I was a young woman when I was married because I did not have the readings printed in the bulletin. I guess I will have to write them down the next time that "the rooster" and I watch the video.
When I was married to my dear husband I had no idea what a marriage involved. I can bet that I thought I did. I did not know that Christ himself had given us a example to look to. It was after I had been married for 5 years that I learned of God's built in guide for matrimony. His Son and His church give us the perfect example. My husband was taking a confirmation class from our good friend Pastor "K". He spoke of Christ's love for the church as an example of how a husband should love his wife. The church is ever thankful to Christ for him giving himself up for the church. He did so that the church would live. I looked at my life and how "the rooster" makes my life possible. I am able to stay home and do my job because of him. He gives me food and drink, clothing and shoes, house and home, children and all I have. He is doing the very job of God. Let me clean up that phrase. It is not him, it is Christ in him. I feel unworthy of all of this love. What can I possible do but to say thanks.

So now why do people give up? Do they know of this example? Do they see Christ in their everyday lives? Or, is it, that when life gets a little easier, it is just that much harder to cling to each other. I do not know. I just ponder such things while I can not sleep.